Sunday.

My love just called me. I am so happy. I needed to hear his voice. Earlier I was feeling down because I haven't heard from him in a few days. I really, really miss him. I try not to sound like a total cheeseball, but I cannot help it. LOL.

My heart is missing it's other half.

It was just so amazing to talk to him. I love him soooo much. It has been hard since he left. But...him coming home and being reunited is what keeps me going. We are both hanging in there.

I know he gets super busy and the whole time difference makes it difficult to contact anyone...I understand completely. I am not going to lie and say I am okay all the time. I understand, I really do...but sometimes I get sad when I don't hear from him. I worry and I miss him greatly.

He said that one of the reasons he loves me is that I have patience. I am waiting for him...being with him again will be absolutely amazing. It is hard though, I have my boohoo moments. Once we make it through this deployment we can make it through anything.

I am blessed to have him in my life.

I love Joshua M. Miller


xoxo

Song Lyrics: I Finally Found Someone

Sung by: Barbara Streisand & Bryan Adams


I finally found someone
That knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one
That makes me feel complete
It started over coffee
We started out as friends
It's funny how from simple things
The best things begin

This time is different
And it's all because of you
It's better than it's ever been
'Cause we can talk it through
My favorite line was
"Can I call you sometime"
It's all you had to say
To take my breath away

This is it, oh I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
To be with every night
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone

Did I keep you waiting? I didn't mind
I apologize, baby that's fine
I would wait forever just to know you were mine

You know I love your hair
Are you sure it looks right?
I love what you wear
Isn't it too tight?
You're exceptional
I can't wait for the rest of my life

This is it, oh I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
To be with every night
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone
And whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone

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I finally found the love of my life - JMM



xoxo,
Jesse

=)

Ikea was a bust. Too expensive for a temporary bed.

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My love will be home soon. I cannot wait. I miss him so much. Sometimes when I'm just in my room chillin' like a villain..all of a sudden I just become super sad. Half of my heart is away at sea. I love him so much.

He is always on my mind and in my heart.

xoxo,
Jesse

Break time.

I have been neglecting this blog...and I said to myself that I would keep it updated.

I need to spruce this blog up this weekend after I take my Spanish final.

I totally failed on finishing the 30 day challenge. Hahaha. Oh well.

I will actually blog this weekend. Scouts honor.

xoxo

Day Sixteen: Write about your relationship status.

My heart belongs to the most amazing and wonderful man - the love of my life, my soulmate, my companion, my bestfriend - Joshua Matthew Miller.

He is in the US Navy and is currently on deployment. He left September 11th, 2010. I am proud of him and what he is doing for this country, along with all of the troops. He is amazing in every way. I love him for who he is and what he stands for.

I prayed to God to place my heart in the right mans hands, a man that will cherish my heart and take care of it forever. I prayed for a man that loves God as much as I love God. A man that is willing to wait for me because I made I promise to God, my Mother and myself to save myself until marriage. I wear my purity/promise ring everyday that represents my promise.

My prayers were answered when I met my Joshy and he said to me that he prayed for me as well.

Now I wear a new promise ring that symbolizes the love Joshua and I have. When he said “YOU are worth waiting for…” my heart was instantly his.

[The other purity/promise ring I had before the promise rings Joshy and I got…I put away in a safe place. My Mother gave me that promise/purity ring on my 21st birthday.]

God has blessed me with the love of my life, the man that has my heart forever. I love him with every beat of heart to my very soul.

xoxo

Day Fifteen: Write about something you worry about a lot.

I worry about the future.

I know I should not worry about the future because I am living the life God has planned for me.

I have to let go and let God.

I made paths/plans for the future to take, like if a certain situation happens then I'll take this path and if something else happens then I will take that path. But I have come to realize that the only path I must take is towards God and His Love. Then from there God will lead me in the right direction, the right path that is meant for me.

I need to stop worrying and put my faith and trust in Him completely.

GOD IS GOOD.

xoxo

Day Fourteen: Favorites...

Post your favorite book, favorite movie, favorite band, and favorite food.

Book - THE BIBLE.

Movie - The Little Mermaid

Band/Singer - I cannot pick just one. I LOVE MUSIC. 'Nuff said.

Food - Mmm food. Hahaha. Lemme see...red velvet cupcakes. YUMMO!