November 25, 2010

A Time to be Thankful <3

Happy Thanksgiving!!

Tis the time to be thankful, then again you should always be thankful for what you have and who you have in your life. Butt it is this time of year that just amplifies the feeling of being grateful.

My bay area family is in town, they arrived last night. I love it when the family gets together. The house is filled with tons of laughs and love. Awesome times indeed.

The love my life called me this morning!! Like always it was amazing to hear his voice. Today his is birthday!! I am glad he called because I got to greet him a happy birthday. I miss him so much. I cannot wait until he comes back to me.

Currently we are all falling asleep on the couch just waiting for the time to pass. We are having dinner our aunts house. We are all ready to go but dinner isn't until 6pm.

to be continued...

November 20, 2010

70 days...

My honeybee has been gone for 70 days now.

Many more to go...

Across the ocean...

I sit and wait until my Sailor returns to me.

Procrastination at its finest...

My goal for the day was to complete all assignments for my last criminal justice class. Mission - failed. I have yet to start anything. BAHAHAH! I blame free HBO for the weekend, cold/rainy weather and sheer mental laziness. LOL!

I did workout though. I worked up a pretty good sweat. Felt pretty dangnabit good. I will have a second workout sesh later on...after I attempt to do some assignments.

Anyhoo...I figured while I am on the good ol' MBP I would type up a blog post. Soooo here I am. Typing away.

This past week was pretty blah. The only highlight of my entire week was a phone call from my honeybee <3

Golly I miss him so much. It was amazing to hear his voice. He always brightens my day. I am not gonna lie...the day he called I was feeling kind of down. I didn't hear from him for a couple of days and I was being a Debbie downer because of that. And then...he calls and no more Debbie downer. LOL. He did receive the package I sent him and he said he loved it. YAY!

I love that man so much. I am counting the days until he returns to me.

I never knew love until I met my darling Joshy. Yes I am going to be a total cheeseball right now. So bare with me. LOL.

Yes I love my family and my dearest friends. But the love I have for Joshy is different. My heart pitter patters for him. I have said this before and I will say it again...God has truly blessed me with the love of my life.

I cannot wait to go apartment hunting with him and moving in together. It is going to be a new chapter in this book of life. I am looking forward to turning the page. =]

xoxo,
Jesse

November 15, 2010

65 days.

My honey has been gone a little over two months now. Thank the stars the days are flying by. I have a countdown number but it is probably not accurate. So I'm just counting up the days until he returns home. All I know is that March/April is the ETA.

I know people are probably sick and tired of reading my - I miss and love my Joshy - Facebook statuses, tweets and blogs about how much I love him. OH WELL. Just gotta deal with it. LOL.

I have been truly blessed with the love of my life and my soulmate <3

MmmHmmm.


xoxo,
Jesse

November 14, 2010

5 Month-sary!!

Today the love of my life and I have been together officially for five months!!

He called me 2am Saturday from the middle of the ocean. It was amazing to hear his voice. I miss him so very much. I cannot say it enough...I LOVE HIM!

Today was an okay day. I went with the parental unit, aunts and uncle to their town fiesta over at Rancho Del Rey Middle School. It was ooookay. I am not going to lie....I was so bored out of my mind. LOL.

Afterwards we just came home and now they are watching the Pacman fight from last night. I slept through the entire fight last night. I was so sleepy I could barely keep my eyes open. Hahaha. I didn't miss much. Filipino man won.

Right now as I am typing away I am also printing out this weeks lecture topics for my online class. I have senoritis major! I just want to be done already. I meet with my new advisor this coming Thursday. I need to discuss some of my classes with this new advisor. She seems pretty cool...but we have only communicated through email.

Lemme see...I have a paper due this Saturday. And have I started? HEKK NO! Will do sometime this week. Maybe. HAH! Like I always say - I put the PRO and ASS in procrasstinator. BAHAHA!

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I ate too much this weekend. I haven't worked out since Thursday. Soooo that means I probably gained 50 million lbs. Bleh. I still need to put in a run tonight. I have to get back on track pronto. My goal was to reach 160 lbs by the time Joshy comes home. BUTT that seems unreachable right now. I don't think I can ever be that skinny. So I am shooting for 180-190lbs. I have only a little ways to go in order to reach that range. I am not shy to talk about weight. I have worked really hard to get to where I am today. I lost about 70 lbs...give or take a few. But I sure did lose a lot of weight. It is hard right now to lose more. I hit a major plateau these past two weeks and it is something that has been bumming me out big time.

I think I will insert a before and after picture riiiight here...


The picture on the left was taken in 2009 around this time [the Holidays]. The picture is a team picture from my work. And the one on the right was taken yesterday [11/13/2010]. Sooooo it has been a year since I started getting on the lose weight track. And it has been a tough journey...and it is still ongoing.

Gotta keep trucking. LOL.

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I am a sad, sad panda right now. I really miss my Joshy. I miss him so much my heart aches.

I LOVE JOSHUA MATTHEW MILLER <3

xoxo,
Jesse

November 07, 2010

CHOKED!

So while I was waiting for my parental unit to return from church I was watching television. And an Applebee's commercial showed. It was a commercial about Veterans Day - Veteran's and active duty military eat free. Well they had footage of active military returning home from their deployment. The footage they had made me tear up! Just a little. LOL!

It made me think of my darling Joshy's homecoming. I am so going to cry when I see him. Not like the balling boohoo crying...the tears of joy crying. LOL. I cannot wait for him to come home to me.

I am looking forward to starting a new chapter with him. Moving in with him is going to be tons of fun! LOL. Yay!

xoxo,
Jesse